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Listen...

07:39 Nov 30 2007
Times Read: 634


Listen...

Can you hear it?



Me either...

Its stopped.



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Just a *slightly* embellished Dream :)

08:16 Nov 21 2007
Times Read: 673


I went to sleep tonight . earlier than usual for me.... and (if you havent guessed) i woke up at an odd hour.. fresh from a RATHER nice dream .... which i decided to "ADD TO" and make a lil story out of :)



and ummm... *please* click BACK if youre under 18 :)

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I am not sure what woke me up just one of those things I guess .... but the first thing i noticed when I did, was the warm feel of your back against mine. It never ceases to amaze me how wonderful such a small thing can be, and suddenly, just the feel of your back isn't enough. I rolled over, trying not to wake you, and snuggled up to you, wrapping my left arm around you and getting as close to you as I can. I wasn't successful in NOT waking you.



"Hey you." you whisper, as you take my hand in yours and pull it to your heart. "What are you doing awake?"



"I dunno." I answered and kissed your shoulder, repeatedly.



"MMMmmmm that feels good. If your not careful, I'm not going to let you go back to sleep." I can hear the smile in your voice..



I begin to not only kiss, but lick the back of your neck, knowing how much you like that and how it is such a turn on for you. Suddenly my need for you is emblazoned, and I find myself wanting you even more than I had earlier tonight when we first went to bed and had made love for two hours before going to sleep.



You nudge your ass back towards me, and with my right hand that is between us, I roughly grab ahold of your right ass cheek and squeeze. My left hand, I pull from your hand and trail across your chest... playing with the dark hairs there while my mouth still explores again the shoulders and neck I have come to know so well. Down your belly, my fingertips following the trail of downy hair, soon I reach your already hardening cock and take it gently in my hand, massaging and stroking it until I have it fully erect. I nibble at your shoulder and neck. I love hearing you moan.



"MMMMMmmmm," you moan again. "and just what do you want?" you say teasingly, moving onto your back.



I choose not to answer you. Instead, I move on top of you, kissing and licking your nipples, your chest, your neck, your throat, suck your chin and then your bottom lip.



You smile at me when i finally stop to look into your eyes, easing my body down and onto yours so that your hard cock slips easily into my wanton pussy.



You slide your hands down my back and roughly grab my ass, showing me the rhythm you want me in as our bodies meld and we start to move together.



Straightening my arms, i raise my upper body away from you and you move your mouth to my left nipple, licking first then biting and growling, sending shock waves down my body that settle firmly in my pussy and you can feel me tighten around you. You move your mouth to my right nipple and roughly flick your tongue across my nipple as you take it between your teeth.



And still I am grinding against you, fucking you faster now as I feel an orgasm building already and I want it NOW.



You know me so well.



"You're about to cum arent you?" you whisper as you move your hands from my ass, up my back, and run your fingers through my hair.



"Mmm hmmmm." I moan onto your lips as you pull me down to kiss me again.



Roughly... you turn my head to the left so that your lips are at my ear.



"I want you to cum NOW !!" you demand, raising your hips off the bed and banging hard against me, fucking UP as I ride down hard on you, crying out your name as my entire body constricts and jerks, cumming ferociously at your command. "FUCK . you make me wanna cum already too." you growl into my ear as you bite my neck. your hands still entwined in my hair.



Suddenly, your hands are on my shoulders.. your pushing me away, and for a moment i am afraid i have done something wrong. I look at you questions in my eyes and you smile, putting me at ease....



"And I want to come in your mouth... be a good girl ..." you smile..



I move down your body until I am nestled between your legs, my hungry mouth opened as I take you cum soaked cock in my hand and guide it to my lips.



I love the way you sound as I run my tongue down the length of your shaft, licking and sucking my own juices from you, up .... and down ... licking lightly at your balls , back up the underside of you and finally. moaning myself as I take the head between my lips and start to suck more of you into my mouth.



"Yyeeessss.... what a good girl........"



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and I woke up :)





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one image for today .....

23:30 Nov 17 2007
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ADULT CONTENT--if your under 18 ..... at least consider not reading this one

13:50 Nov 16 2007
Times Read: 699


VOYUER






It had become a nightly ritual



As I think about it now I am sure she knew I was watching.. but I suppose there’s a chance she didn’t.



I would turn the lights off in my bedroom and turn my recliner facing the window. The curtains are pulled back and I have a clear view ... of her bedroom window. Sometimes the show is rather... boring... but not this night .. oh no not this night.



The light in her bedroom flickers to life and I can see her silhouette, which is until she walks over and opens her own curtains. This is something that she rarely does.



She is still dressed from her day at work. She walks across the room and stands at the foot of her bed, and I watch enthralled as she slides her high heel shoes off each foot and tosses them into a corner unceremoniously. She reaches around and unzips her skirt, and lets it fall to the floor, stepping out of it and also kicking it aside.



Her panties, even from this distance, I can tell are a light pink, though perhaps I should have said her thong.



She unbuttons her long sleeved white shirt and lets it fall to the now growing pile of clothes at her feet. Her bra, bulging with flesh, is the same light shade of pink as her thong.



She turns to face the mirror on the wall at the foot of her bed.



She inspects her body, apparently liking what she sees... enough that she cant seem to resist running her delicate hands over the mounds of her pink clad breasts, and even as far as I am from her... I can see her nipples as they harden and press against the lace of the bra.



One hand still massaging her breasts and nipples, the other slides slowly down her belly and on top of her pussy, gently rubbing herself through the material.... and I find my own hand sliding towards my own pussy.. I, though, am not wearing panties of any sort.



I watch intently as she moves back and sits on the foot of her bed, stopping long enough to slide the thongs over her delightful ass, and add them to the pile of discarded apparel ..



Leaning back on one elbow .. she begins to pleasure herself .... I can see that she starts by rubbing her clit, her head thrown back and i see her lips moving .. I wish i could hear her moaning ...two of my own fingers fervently buried deep in my pussy and pumping to the rhythm of her hips.



I imagine what it would be like to have my face against her thigh .. against her groin.. my tongue lapping at the sweet clit she now rubs vigorously... her hips grinding up towards her own hand that could be my face.



What it would feel like to reach under and cup the cheeks of her ass in my hands and pull her body even closer to me.. licking and sucking and bringing her to the orgasm I see that she is about to bring herself too.



I feel my own pussy quiver and tighten as I see her scream ... yes I know she’s screaming... fucking herself now with what I am sure is three fingers.. even harder than I am fucking myself ....she is coming HARD and all I can do is watch ... trying to keep my eyes on her as my own orgasm floods thru my body like a raging storm....



Oh to taste that sweet mound and kiss and lick her to that point ..



She collapses back onto her bed and I collapse back into my chair.. bringing my fingers to my lips and letting myself believe it is her juices that i lick and suck from them.



I watch again, still entranced as she stands and takes off her bra, reaches for a small see thru gown, slips it over her head and walks back to the window.



I can still see her breasts.. the dark brown nipples still standing hard .. she reaches up with both hands and grabs a hold of the curtains and I feel my heart sink as I realize she is about to close them.



But she stops !!



She looks straight into my window.



She puts her fingertips to her lips and sucks then kisses them .... then blows the kiss in my direction.



THEN ... she closes the curtains.



And I find myself very much in the mood to take a stroll across the courtyard.

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test

22:25 Nov 15 2007
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it eats at me .... threatening any joy i might feel

it digs in its claws .... and sets itself up

it bares its fangs .... and shows its dominance

it makes me bow .... and takes my submission

not as a gift but as a trophy



it binds me .... so that i can not breath

it corrupts me ... leaving me tainted and cold

it loves me .... like no other

it hates me ... and makes me hate

the ones i love the most



it never leaves ... forever present and waiting

it never sleeps ... watchful for my transgressions

it waits .... sometimes in silence

it waits .... sometimes roaring in my ears

like a storm from the bowels of hell



it is my fear

plain

simple

excruciating

encompassing

controlling

taking over

ruling

relentless



take it away

just

take it away













tracyelynne 2007


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later today ...

04:03 Nov 13 2007
Times Read: 718


its going away again isnt it?



has it started to ebb like the tides

washing into to shore for brief moments

tickling the sands with a lovers hand

only to be pulled away by prior commitments

or other desires



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hmmm .. there was a poem there ..

but it doesnt want to be finished tonight


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still putting 'em in here lol

23:42 Nov 11 2007
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*sigh* lol







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another for today

23:26 Nov 11 2007
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i really should be writing ...

but today the images were calling to me :)





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The Necromancer

20:26 Nov 11 2007
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i love the effect the "mask" had on this image ..

makes him look like he is drawn on old crinkly paper lol





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i love the artist ROYO ....

19:34 Nov 11 2007
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and i have DL'd a couple of packets with some really GREAT Royo images :)



heres something i made with one of them :)





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later edit ..



FUCKING BOTOFUCKET !!!!!

it was an ass .. i have seen MUCH worse in there !!



UGH !!!!!


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does it matter

18:46 Nov 08 2007
Times Read: 756


cut me now

deeper

hurry

i need the release

i need to feel SOMETHING

even if its the life flowing

from my veins

i need to see something

even if its the blood

dripping

and puddling

in the floor at your feet

grip tighter that which you hold

and RIP it from my chest

for it has always been in your hands

finish it

or fix it

but dont walk away

still holding it



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SO BE IT ---- (Nov 8, 2007-7:40 am finished)

13:42 Nov 08 2007
Times Read: 768




She listens. From the shadows outside the small dwelling, she listens. Deep, even breath. Slow, steady heartbeat. Asleep. The occupant is asleep. The steady ticking of a clock, a radio playing ever so softly in the background, and a slight smile forms on her lips as she recognizes an old Allman Brothers tune. A rustle of sheets as he stirs in his sleep, and his breathing quickens. He is awake. She hears his feet touch the floor ever so gently and his footsteps as he pads down the hallway. The sound of a toilet lid. She waits.



Within moments she hears his footsteps again, but he hasnt headed back to his bed, instead into the other end of the abode and a light flickers to life in what she knows to be the livingroom. A clicking sound, followed by the smell of butane and the acrid smoke of a cigarette. She can let him have one last smoke. She isnt completely heartless.



She makes no sound as she steps out of the shadow and walks down the gravel path that leads to his front door. She can see him now, thru the sheer curtains he has chosen to drape across his window. He is sitting in a recliner, the cigarette in his left hand, his eyes closed, but he isnt asleep. He seems deep in thought and for a moment she considers listening in, but she learned long ago that doing that tends to let her become sympathetic to her "prey" and she can let herself find reasons NOT to take them. Its been too long since she has fed and she does NOT intend on talking herself out of this one. She does, though, allow herself to look closer at him.



Standing, he would be tall. His legs are long, bare from almost mid-calf down as he wears only black boxer shorts. They are stretched out languishly in front of him as he enjoys his last smoke. She wonders what he would think if he KNEW it was his last smoke? And she wonders how she should handle this .. meal? Should she . allow him to see her as she has in the past with others? Sometimes she enjoys the look of shock on thier faces when she appears from no where. Sometimes she prefers to never let them know what hit them.



She looks at him again. His eyes are open. Such a lovely shade of green. But ... hollow just the same. Again she is tempted to listen to his ealry morning musings, curious as to what would occupy his mind as he reclined and smoked.



She takes a step closer to the front door, having suddenly decided how to take this meal.



She knocks, and hears him whisper "who the fuck?" under his breath as he rises and walks to the door.



He pulls the curtain back there beside the door and looks out at her. She tried to smile weakly as she looks up at him.



He opens the wooden door with a questioning smile on his face.



"Can I help you?" he asked.



"I hope so, " she smiles, "my car." she turns and looks over her shoulder towards the road and a car that isnt there, "just down the road a piece... I think I must be out of gas .. it died and . "



"Here," he says ... opening the screen door and beckoning her inside, "come inside out of the cold... you can use the phone, I'm just gonna .. get some pants on and grab the phone from the bedroom. I'll be right back." He smiles at her as she steps into the house and he walks away from her.



She stands in the livingroom, the small of the cigarette still heavy in the room though he had taken it with him. She looks arond at the few pictures here and there, an extensive DVD collection, a radio, a computer, a large television.



She can smell his excitement, and her decision to toy with this one for a while pleases her even more now. She breaks her own rule and allows herself to listen to his thoughts for just a moment as he tugs on his jeans. What she hears lets her know this will be an easy take. His mind is full of visions of what she might look like with HER pants off. She closes her connection to him just as he heads back down the hallway with the phone in his hand.



"You know, I can take a look at your car for you, and if its just out of gas I am sure I have some here or we could just go get you some in a can if you'd rather." He smiles, and isnt offering her the phone ... just holding it at his side and hoping she will agree to his offer.



"That's really sweet of you!" she smiles, "but i hate to be such a bother .... I can just ..."



"No bother at ALL hun!" he says, stepping around her and accidently brushing a forearm across her breast as he moved to grab a shirt that he had tossed across the back of his chair earlier. "Thats what being a knight in shining armor is all about now isnt it?"



"I guess so." she giggles appropriately, and then adds "I should at least call my roommate and tell her why I am late."



"Sure." he answers and hands her the phone as he sits down pulling on his shirt and reaching for his boots.



She dials a number. Her own cell phone, which is in her own jacket pocket and luckily set to silent.



She talks to her own answering service.



"Hey ... yeah its me ..... no silly I'm not home yet, i ran outta gas and i just wanted to let you know I am gonna be later than I thought........ no, I'm fine, theres a nice man thats gonna take me to get some and I will be home as soon as I can... no really.. I'M FINE... no need for you to come out" ... she looks at him and rolls her eyes as if she is impatient with her FRIEND and he smiles as he stands and steps over to her. He stands and waits until she finally clicks the phone off, and she hands it to him.



"Sorry, "she giggles. "she's a bit of a worrier, and treats me like the little sister she never had." She hands him the phone.



"I understand.. so .. shall we go see whats wrong with your car?"



She makes her decision.



"Can't we stay in here where its warm just a little longer?"



She takes the half a step that is needed to close the space between them. He drops the phone into the seat of the recliner.



"We sure can Darlin..." he purrs as she snakes her arms around his neck. Putting his hands in the small of her back he pulls her againest him and presses his mouth to hers hard, letting his tongue part her lips and slide into her mouth searching hungrily for her own.



She moans onto his lips and leans into his embrace as she feels his want and need for her swelling and pressing againest her.



She needs to feed... she needs the strength and energy his blood will give her .. she's waited so long before taking another meal because what is left of her humanity STILL haunts her from time to time. And goddamit this was going to be one of those times ... for just as she could smell and fell his desire for her .. she felt hers for him start to grow as well. how long had it been since she had felt the weight of a man pressing down on her .. giving her pleasure that even the blood could not? How long had it been since she had felt like a ... real ... woman ....



His hands are moving up her back under her shirt and she doesnt resist as he undoes the hooks on her bra. She is almost relunctant to let their kiss stop as he pulls away from her. He raises her shirt and bra above her breasts. His eyes never leave hers as he gently cups them both and flicks each thumb over a nipple, though he does look down and smile as he feels them harden with his teasing.



"Nice..." he whispers as he lowers his head to suckle first one, and then the other of the light brown buds that crown her perfect breasts.



Her hands on his shoulders... then she slides them down his back as she relishes the feel of a warm mouth on her wanting flesh. And for a moment she remembers what it felt like .. to be human ...



As he keeps himself busy moving from one breast to the other ... she feels herself growing more and more unable to control her other hunger. Some needs are just more important than others, some hungers more prevalent.



He doesnt see as she bares her fangs. He misses the sight of his dim living room lamp glinting off them like a ray of winter sun off new fallen snow.



She pushes him away. She kisses his lips again ..tugging at his shirt to encourage him to take it off.



They step away from each other momentarily as they both shed shirts, then step back to each other again for yet another passion-filled kiss... her hands between them working steadily with the snap on the jeans that he has only had on a few minutes. He looks at her with a lil surprize as she starts to slink down his body as she tugs his jeans and boxers down to his knees... she smiles carefully as not to show her fangs ... looking in his eyes as she goes to her knees in front of him.



His desire for her is WELL apparent as she smiles longingly at the good eight inches of manhood his body offers her. Carefully, her eyes still on his . she parts her lips and takes the head of his cock into her mouth, swirling her tongue over and under and reveling in the sound of his moans and the smell of his blood coursing just beneath the hardened flesh . so close so easy to take now should she chose ...



She suckles.. giving him just a taste of the pleasure he had just given her .. she opens her mind to his once more and sees what MORE pleasure he has in store for the both of them. She sees vision of herself writhing underneath him and his cock slamming in and out of her harder with each thrust.. and despite herself ... despite her other needs she feels her pussy twitch and dampen and suddenly she isnt so sure which hunger needs fulfilling the most...



"MMMMmmmmm what a good girl.." he moans as she takes more of him into her mouth...



AND THAT .. snaps her back to reality.



He used to say that ...



Sliding her hands up to his chest as she stood... she looked him dead in the eye... and smiled, this time not caring to keep her fine fangs covered.



"What the ... wow baby those are some ..."



She strikes.



Before he could even finish his thought much less his sentence, she had sank her fangs deep into the side of his throat, and as she drank deep from him she felt both his body and his cock go limp. With preternatural strength she held his body and eased down to the floor with him until he was laying flat. His desire heated blood flowed easily into her mouth and down her throat as she drank, taking in his life and leaving him closer and closer to empty. It was sooo sweet. Passion and desire always made the blood sweeter to her.



His breathing and his heart beat slowed. She knew he was close to death and she stopped. She raised up and looked at him.



"Knight in shining armor... what a price to pay for your chivalry eh?" she asked coldly.



"Why?" he asked with a rasping breath and even more questions in his eyes.



"Just like you, I was hungry.... just for other things. Are you ready to die?" she asked.... remembering how her Maker had always asked his victims, even though he never considered their answers to that question.



He surprised her.



"Yes .. I am ready."



"Really now?" she asked licking his blood from her lips and wondering to herself why she was letting this conversation go on.



"Yes... I would rather be dead than to live like you do. Finish it." he said in his barely audible whisper as he turned his head to the right, baring the side of his throat that she hadn't ravaged yet.



"So be it." she answered, again repeating words of the Maker that had left her to her own devices so many years ago.





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At home now, she closes the heavy drapes over the one window in her bedroom. She undresses and climbs into the big bed she sleeps in alone since He left her. Once under the heavy down comforter, she allows herself to think about how it as her victim had sucked and licked at her nipples, how he had trailed his fingertips up her back, how his mouth has tasted when he kissed her. And her thoughts turned to Him ... the same old questions entered her mind.



Why had he left .. with not so much as a goodbye?



What had she done wrong? Or not done at all ? That might have kept Him there?



Had she not been good enough?



Would He come back?



Had He found a better..... partner?



She was as close to warm as she could get in her bed alone... letting her own hands wander across her breasts and nipples and trying to recapture the feeling. She drifted into a much needed sleep.. satiated in some ways .. more empty than ever in others.



And on the other side of the heavy velvet drapes .. the sun peeked up over the hillside.

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Yet Broken

21:43 Nov 07 2007
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waiting in line

21:31 Nov 07 2007
Times Read: 774


i feel as though yet again

i have been shuffled to the back of the line

i know its me

i know its all me

i know that i read things wrong

and take things wrong

but just when i think we have reached

a point in the line where we can at least

stand and wait together

something again comes along

draggin you forward

and shoving me backwards

i dont wanna be first

i dont wanna be only

i guess equal is just too much







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NOT Imaging or Poetry lol

08:07 Nov 02 2007
Times Read: 791


okay yeah so i forgot i had changed the name of my stories section LMFAO .....



here goes journal .. hope you like :)





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Prologue





I am finally sitting down here to do something that I have been planning to do, literally, for ages. I have wanted for a very long time to put my life into words to share with others. In the beginning, my wants were purely based on vanity, and inherent love of talking about myself, but as I have aged, and learned, I know now that there are those of you that clammer to read ANYTHING that has to do with my kind. I also find myself as of late, needing, nay .. longing ... to relive certain moments in my life, and to honor the people, the friends, and the loved ones, who have passed through my "life" such as it is, and gone on to thier next journey, without me.



Yes, I hear your questions. What DID I mean by "my kind"? Are you sure you want the answer to that question? I'm not sure that you can handle the answer to that question. No. perhaps I should say, I am not sure you will BELIEVE my honest answer to that question. I am, oh curious reader, a vampire. There, I said it. How do you feel about me now? Am I crazy in your opinion? Or, do you just think you are reading a work of fiction, and you are okay with that? I too, am okay with that. Think what you must to make it through your day. For in the end, I know the truth, and thats all that really matters anyway, now, isn't it?



So, shall I "fictionally" tell you about myself?



I was born into this world as Dallion Halston. As I sit here, at the ungodly hour of 3:30 am central time, my name is Dallion Dimare'. I think I may have made up that surname as I have never met anyone with such a name. Though I do change the last name that I use ever so often, never have I used another first name, giving that much honor to my long dead "natural" father, as it was he who chose the name Dallion. When was I born, dear curious reader? To be honest with you, I am now no longer sure of the exact year, though I can tell you that it was during a time that you know best as "The Dark Ages" ... don't laugh, for I assure you, it IS the truth. So much more simple was that time that most of you can not even begin to imagine.. what life was like back then. I grew up on a small farm, where my father made a meager.. "living" such as it were breaking horses and breaking ground. Centuries before there were tractors to make such farming an easy life. Ages before contacting a neighbor was as easy as picking up a phone. Eons before the answer to a question was as close as the nearest computer. Sometimes even I can't believe how long ago it was, so I do not expect to believe it either, curious reader.



Being the curious reader that I know you are, I can imagine all the questions that are already formulating within your hungry minds. All will be answered in due time, but this IS my story, and I WILL tell it as I see fit.



I think I shall spare you the boring details of my unremarkable childhood. Suffice to say that it was hard. I worked my fingers to the bone before I was even old enough to understand that i HAD bones. I was fiercly loved by my mother and fiercly beaten by my father when i digressed or slacked in my duties. I had no schooling. I had no siblings. I had nothing of substance.



But I had one, lifelong friend. We met on a day when I was 13 and he was 14, when each of us had accompanied our fathers to the village, to sell the wares of our farms. Richard was his name. My exact opposite in looks. Where I was darkly tanned with dark green eyes and coal black hair, Richard was fair haired and blue eyed. But he was no less hardened than I. We struck up a friendship outside what amounted to a brothel, that our fathers had gone into, to drink and ... partake.. and spend part of thier hard earned monies before our mothers could get ahold of it. I rememebr that night, Richard and I joked and dreamt of the day when we too would be inside that brothel doing all the unnamable things that our fathers were doing as we sat outside, parched and hunrgy and wanting.



And here, is where I will pick up the true story for you, oh curious reader. Richard and I grew up together, got into all kinds of trouble together, fought together and fought each other, and we spent lots of time, in that makeshift pub/brothel.



Richard's thirty-first birthday.



The night that changed my life.



The night, that Richard disappeared





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yes i KNOW it needs proofreading lol but i am going to BED :)



















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